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 Ozzy Draven

i don't know why i keep asking for help. i'm never going to get the help i need. it simply does not exist. i'm an atheist, so what does everyone offer? prayers. i also don't want advice, fortune cookies, or selfhelp pamphlet propaganda, but that's the best i can get. no one makes an effort to reach out to me, no one's capable of understanding me. i would hire someone just to ask for help for me, because i no longer have the emotional capacity for it. i'm really trying to find people like me, likeminded people, on my level, who i can brainstorm with, be creative and productive with, people intelligent enough and compassionate enough to avoid trying to control my life and tell me what to do and who to be. i'm seriously doubtful that those people even exist. you'd think a few might have found me by now if they were actually looking. but no. i'm physically disabled on disability with complex ptsd, severe depression, no friends or family, overcame a decade of homelessness a year ago, no coordination with the internet, which no one can understand. i want to start my own company, that doesn't matter to anyone in the land of opportunity. where is this fabled opportunity? hidden under the fake scammer-friendly internet?

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Hamed Sayed

Ozzy Draven I hear you brother. Loneliness is very hard to deal with (the same thing every day and the monotony with no end in site can make anyone crazy. If you could be a little more specific about what promise and who made the promise are you talking about. Also if you could shed some light for me on the opportunity, I mean what kind of opportunity are you talking about. i’m one of those who believes that being on disability is not good for the psyche as it limits your earnings. Being on disability is a bad thing by itself. I will explain that more I’m up but I really need to know some details in order to try to help because I’ve been there …  

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Ozzy Draven

Hamed Sayed i want to start my own company, so i need a small business entrepreneur mentorship. i want to end this loneliness, so i need a compassionate, trauma-informed matchmaker of any capacity. if i can't get either of those, then i just need someone to ask for help FOR me, and send people to me, as i do not have the emotional capacity to keep doing that to myself, wasting my time, and doing more damage to myself, investing in friendships when no one reciprocates and everyone keeps judging and bullying me. i also cannot keep repeating this crap, which is why i need help with all of this. any little bit of help i can get. i don't need advice or 'do it yourself' or 'luck' or 'prayers' or any of that crap, i do not need instructions on how to do it myself, how much am i really expected to do myself when i'm physically disabled, traumatized, and needing to heal? so what i need is people, and that seems to be the most difficult thing to find, even on the internet. i'm kept suffering, disconnected, censored, descriminated against, silenced, unseen, unheard, voiceless, powerless. all i need is people.

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Hamed Sayed

Ozzy Hey brother I don’t know why you feel that you are all these things basically helpless. There are lots of groups that have people with the same symptoms. You should join one or more. I don’t really know you I don’t do business with people on the Internet that I don’t know. You may want to also consider a psychologist to talk with. I’m sorry I cannot help you because you have already given up. Don’t give up. Get out of your comfort zone and research things you need or have a social worker help you with that.     Best of luck to you.  

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Ozzy Draven

Hamed Sayed why do you assume i haven't joined those groups, i've been asking for the same help for years on every site and place i could find, i am drained, it's taken a serious toll on me, and everyone just keeps insisting i haven't done enough and to keep doing it myself, that doesn't help me. and why the hell do you think i've given up? you're just wasting my time like everyone else, man. and do not call me brother, i'm an only child from a nightmare family and my mother's dead, i am no one's brother. and "get out of my comfort zone"? you love making it sound so easy, don't you. watch a complex trauma video by diane langberg, and don't comment for people asking for help again, you're not qualified.

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Hamed Sayed

Ozzy Draven I really don’t know what you have tried, but it’s none of your business if I respond to someone else asking for help because I care about people. I am not a magician. No one is going to knock on your door with all the answers. For all I know you might be fake out to get something, but I thought it was worth taking to you … Now I’m done. Good luck. Never ever ever give up.     

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Ozzy Draven

Hamed Sayed it's people like you who keep forcing that heartless propaganda on me who need to go! you shouldn't be around traumatized people! you're toxic and you need to realize that! care by staying out of our way! at least mine! and "luck", yeah, who needs people with all this luck going around? thanks for nothing, thanks for wasting my time.