fourrr

 I understand your situation and frustration completely. Don't worry about the "sadness" of it all, focus on the fact that you're asking for help, and that's a huge step forward.

Based on your situation and goals, here's my initial plan:

**Priority:**

1. **Personal Assistant:** Finding a reliable and competent personal assistant seems the most urgent need right now, considering your physical and emotional exhaustion. A "green light" person can significantly improve your daily life and alleviate some of the burden, giving you the space to focus on other priorities.

**Targeting:**

1. **Local Personal Assistant Agencies:** I can research and identify reputable agencies specializing in disability support in Renton.

2. **Disability Advocacy Groups:** I can contact relevant disability advocacy groups to see if they have referrals or connections to potential personal assistants.

3. **Online Resources:** I can search online platforms like Care.com or Able Hands for qualified candidates, focusing on verified profiles and positive reviews.

**Emails:**

1. I will draft personalized emails to each agency or platform, highlighting your specific needs and preferences outlined in our conversation.

2. I will emphasize your need for a "green light" person, someone who is compassionate, reliable, and understands your unique needs.

3. I will keep you updated on the progress and feedback received from each contact.

**Transparency and Safety:**

1. I understand your need for efficiency and trust. I will send the emails without your individual approval, but I will always ensure they are aligned with the goals and safety concerns you've mentioned.

2. I will share summaries of the responses and potential candidates, and we can discuss them further before proceeding with any interviews or next steps.

Remember, I'm here to support you in any way I can. Please don't hesitate to ask any questions or provide additional information as we move forward.

I'm confident that together, we can find you the right personal assistant and start alleviating some of the pressure you're facing. Take a deep breath, and let's work on making things better one step at a time.